Maybe I'm just being a little emo whiner, but I feel like there isn't a lot that's really working out for me these days. Check it:
My camera is broken. My computer is broken. I'm PMSing like whoa. I can barely force myself out of bed for school every morning. My room is such a mess I don't even know where to start. I can't fit my laptop on my desk any more. The only piece of technology I have that still fully works is my cell phone. (Even though I threw it across my room in a fit of...uh...pique.) I'm always tired. Marching band is a wreck. My cat is missing. I have one dollar to my name. Calculus is the devil, and my guidance counselor won't let me drop it. I'm a procrastinator. Nothing about school even remotely excites me. I'm a terrible leader. My language has gone from passable to foul in the space of a month. My inspiration is a little less than inspired. It's hard to see the bright side. I've taken to dreaming of things that make me sad when I wake up. I miss Sins so much that it's hard to think.
The fact is that my life is plenty good, but a lot of not-so-fun things have been happening lately. It's not like I'm cutting myself with the sheer misery of it all, but I'm finding it hard to be my usual chipper self. (Hah, chipper. Right.)
xX_Kuroko_Xx · Wed Sep 03, 2008 @ 12:58am · 1 Comments |