"Trust..."
I thought I could trust you
To hell with that!
I really should have knew
But I guess that's that
I thought you were my friend
What a funny thing to think
But I guess all things come to an end
Let's just say that my heart has sank
I thought you were my sister
That you would always be there for me
The remains of me are ruined by you like a twister
Yeah, you better flea!
Once I get through with you...what am I saying...
I could never hurt you
I'll just stay here swaying
It's ok, go ahead and shew
I'll just lay here in a broken mess
No one can fix me now
You cant even begin to understand the pain, not even guess
Please dont stay here, just leave and take a bow
((...no comment...))
"You..."
She sits above your grave crying her eyes out. Do you know why? Because she loves you and she always will. Her fingers slowly move over the letters of your name on the tombstone. As they move across they shake ever so quickly, but she wont move from that spot. She's been there for weeks now, just sitting there with that far away look in her eyes. She's left many roses on your grave and at night time you can hear her singing a song to you.
-1 year later-
It's been a year since your death and she's still missing you. Though she did finally move from your grave spot. She goes there everyday with a fresh rose and every night to sing you your favorite song. Her fingers now glide of your name smoothly and they no longer shake. Inside of crying she's always smiling when she goes and visits you. I guess she's finally excepting that you're gone.
She's hoping that you're happy wherever you may be. And she goes to your favorite place swaying as she sings. The ocean waves go up and down as she watches them go. And yet, after one year a tear still flows down her cheek.
((I had to write this for school. I thought I'd put it up here for you people to read. I kinda like it, but...whatever not important what I think. Hope you guys like it))
"Miss you, miss me"
My hands wont stop trembling
My mind wont stop thinking
My heart wont stop hurting
My mouth wont stop screaming
Do you know why my hands tremble?
Do you know why my mind's thinking?
Do you know why my heart's hurting?
Do you know why my mouth's screaming?
I'm afraid
You're everywhere
You left
I'm trying to bring you back
I'm afraid of losing you
You're everywhere, but no where to me
You left me all alone
I'm trying to bring you back so you can save me
My hands tremble because I'm afraid of losing you
My mind's thinking because you're everywhere, but no where
My heart's hurting because you left me all alone
My mouth's screaming because I'm trying to bring you back so you can save me
Please com back so...
my hands will stop shaking
my mind will stop thinking
my heart will stop hurting
I can stop screaming
No more trembling. I will no longer be afraid of losing you
No more thinking...of you anyways
No more hurting. You left and you're not coming back
No more screaming. What's the point in trying to bring you back if you're long gone?
This all ends today
No more you and me
Good-bye......
I will miss you
I just hope you miss me too...
((just some things I'm feeling at the moment))
"Why?"
What's this pain inside of me?
Why does it hurt so much?
Where did it come from?
Did you bring this pain?
I'm not sure what is is anymore
I don't know why it's so strong
I'm not sure where it came from
I dont' know if you brought this
Maybe it's just me
Maybe it's just my mind tricking me
Maybe it didn't come at all
Maybe it has nothing to do with you
I'm not sure who it is cause this pain
I'm not sure if it's my mind or heart
I'm not sure if this is all real anymore
I'm not sure what it is with you
Maybe it's both of us
Maybe it's both mind and heart
Maybe this is real...
Maybe it's everything about you
Don't worry, I still love you
But just know and understand this pain racking my heart, mind, and body.
And that it's not just you but me too
Help me understand that somehow this fate is real
Understand I love everything about you, but at the same time I cant stand you at all
why is this "love so hard?
Why does it hurt so much?
((i dont know...just thoughts in my messed up head... ))
"Go, Stay"
Go away
I don't need you to stay
You can go on your way
Just leave it's okay
No, you cant leave me!
I need you to see
Please don't leave me be
I swear I gave you the key
You need to go
But I cant stop letting my feelings show
You're going to make my heart blow
Should I let you know?
These mixed up emotions inside
Make me want to be your bride
I'm pushing you to the side
When really I need you as my guide
Please save me from this
Send me into the safe abyss
If you go it's you I'll miss
Just give me one last kiss
((I'm rather confused at the moment...but I hope you like the poem ))
 miroku fan 101 · Sat Sep 06, 2008 @ 05:09pm · 0 Comments |
