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Hey isn't it funny, when I am trying to be nice to people, they go and stab me right in the back.

Well, ******** that.

I hate making new friends, I always make a fool of myself. I always do SOMETHING that makes people not want to be around me. Or, If they are accepting of me, I push them away like the loner I am... The truth be told, as much as I like being alone, It gets old sometimes.

I need someone who truly understands me. I am tired of pretenders, tired of people who look down on me, I am tired of people who think I can't talk, can't fight for myself! It's like everyone has had it out for me recently. Maybe it's just because I have to force myself to make new friends at the new school I am going to?

Well, ******** that.

I need to find someone else who I can tell everything too. So far, I only know three people who I have told everything that I have ever gone through. Two of the people that I told broke down into tears before I finished. Am I going to live my life with people who don't understand?

Well, ******** that.

I always say I don't have emotions, well, I do, it's just that I only feel hate and happiness. I understand all of the other emotions, I just don't have them.

Well, ******** that.
******** it all.

"Do what you love and ******** the rest." right?

Then why is so much in our society regulated?
Why can't I drop out of High-school altogether and just write books?

Well, ******** that.
Well, ******** all of it.

And I want to know if people read my journal, so leave a comment okay?