...Angry; because I can't even talk to the person who I go onto gaia for, because they are always surrounded by other people.
...Sad; because whenever I get to talk to the person, something else distracts them.
...Depressed; because all I can remember about the person I want to talk with are missed opportunities.
Yeah, so I wanted to tell people, I am depressed.
Not to the point of suicide or anything.
Just to the point where every small thing that annoys me becomes big...
If I am in towns, and something upsets me, I will probably leave.
If I get a Pm that upsets me, I will probably log out.
Most important of all: If I am not able to find someone else who I can deeply trust with my dirty secrets, I am going to go crazy.
BUT WHAT WILL HAPPEN THEN!?
Some of my friends need me as their voice of reason, the only sane mind in a swirling sea of the insane. All of that will be lost if I go crazy now.
I ask one thing... before it is too late for me to be saved from insanity... PLEASE... Think about what you are about to say in your comment or reaction to this.
I think I need to get some help...
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