[[I just lost the game.]]
Last night was the Homecoming Game.
I went, and it was...interesting. :/
See, yesterday was this kid I know; Chris;'s last day.
And, I figured he wouldn't go to the game, but he did.
The thing about him is, he's kinda cute,
And really straight-forward with nearly everything.
And he was going around, telling everyone about how he had been at school for only a few weeks, and was already hit on by nearly everyone.
Except for me, apparently.
And, I dunno why, but...I'mma get to that.
Anyhow,
I went, and I saw that he was there, standing there with Bryderick, and Dominique,
Tatiana, and Ashley, and a bunch of other people I know.
Well, Garrett and Sienna went with me, and Garrett drove us there.
Unfortunately, they don't really know all of them, and I really wanted to spend some time with them, seeing as how it was Chris's last day,
And how I still like Bryderick a whole lot. :/
Well, we all eventually moved up into the bleachers,
And it was there that the group, excluding the people who only know me, and not them, moved away a bit.
And then urged me to go with them.
I apologized, and hoped they'd understand, and I went over to them.
I felt really bad about just up and leaving Garrett and Sienna, [[The kill joy of the group]] together,
But hey, they're friends, and besides; there was a bunch of other people in our group there, too.
They'd have enough people to hang out with, with out me.
Anyhow, I sat over with Chris and Bryderick and them, and next thing I know, Chris says he has a serious question for me.
I was like, "um. Ookay."
And he eventually came up to me and asked,
"Are you a virgin?"
I kinda shied away, afraid that he'd shun me if I said yes.
But, I shook my head, and he asked who with.
I'm sure I was red, but I told him Clarence,
And then he asked if it was good.
I was like, stunned.
Did he want to know about Clarence, or me?
So, I admitted to it being good,
And he sighed happily, oddly enough. o.o;
He then said "That's good. I hate bad sex."
Which is weird, because he claims to be a virgin.
He then asked me if I liked him, and he admitted to liking me.
And I told him I did,
And he asked if I did, or if I still do,
And I said "Both."
He then told me how if I had just told him sooner, we'd have already been dating, and everything.
He told me that I would have been his first boyfriend, his first everything, too.
[[It was his last day, because he flew out early this morning, heading for Georgia for two months, and then to Germany.]]
He kept a hand on my knee the whole time,
Keeping contact, and staring straight at me.
It was...Kinda unnerving, really.
Oh, and VERY awkward-making.
And he complained about how quiet I was getting.
To which I replied with "Well, I never know what to say! D:"
And he sighed and shook his head, and we talked some more.
Eventually, we sat around with Bryderick, Dominique, Kelsey, Chris and I,
And those three, [[B, D, and C]],
Were srsly going at it.
Like, in the conversation, mind you.
They were talking on and on about who's hot and who's not,
Who is, and who isn't,
And especially, who's bigger.
Yeah, bigger.
Kelsey and I were laughing, and nearly crying at the conversation we were hearing,
I kinda wanted to just scratch my ears off.
I'm not used to talking about weird stuff like that,
Especially with people who are "just friends". D:
I mean,
With the person I'm dating,
Yeah. That's a conversation MAYBE to have with that person.
In any case, it was awkward and shy-making. D;
But, after a while, Chris complained some more about how I wasn't saying anything,
And I kept explaining that I didn't really have anything to say to any of that.
Eventually, the game ended, and Bryderick was really engrossed in it, freaking out about the fact that we lost. [[Who didn't see that coming?]]
In any case, we made our way near the concession stand, and Garrett messaged me asking when we could go.
I said "in a few", and he asked "how long is a few".
I ignored his last one, and said goodbye to everyone,
And I pulled Chris aside a little, and whispered to him that I was sorry I didn't say anything sooner,
Before kissing him quickly on his cheek.
The second I pulled away, I made a run for it,
And that was last night.
Oh, and he had people signing his shirt, so I put my number in between his shoulder blades. xD
I hope he's alright.
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