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I Am Me
Damn am I glad to be myself sometimes... I mean, seriously. I complain about my art, or that people don't like me, or stuff like that, but I seriously would prefer to be myself... A lot of people just seem to be alike! There are so many 'statistics' it's not even funny...
Yeah, you probably have no idea what I'm talking about... I'm talking about all of those kids that go try out some drug or cigarrette and end up hooked at a young age, like 11 or 15... I'm talking about those people who see someone they think looks 'cool' and end up mimicing their actions, looks, etc. I'm talking about those girls and boys who think it's 'cool' to go have sex with their boyfriend/girfriend, when they're still 14~16 years old.
What is with people?! Honestly! I just found out today that my sister probably did something she wasn't supposed to -.- and she's only 16... I mean, seriously... of course, if anyone found out she'd do it, mom and dad would kill her, and EJ would land out on his a** to go find his own home.
I swear... I am so glad I'm myself. I've only drank once by accident, thinking it was kool-aid and I needed to wash down a sandwich (I will never touch the stuff again... ). I've never smoked; hell, I can't even stand to be in the same room where someone's smoking, even though I'm forced to because my parents smoke (my dad's trying to quit). I've only ever kissed a guy, and didn't even enjoy it. I don't know how you're supposed to like it...it's just too awkward, I think.
I might be constantly labeled as goth, but I just wear black because it's comfortable to me. It makes me feel better, and bright clothing just looks really dumb on me. I don't care what others think of me, I care of what I think of me. If I think a shirt looks bad, I won't wear it. If I think it looks good, I'll wear it, even if everyone else thinks it's the most hideous thing in the world. The only thing I'm really subconscious about is my bum, but I can't help that... That has got to be the most unattractive part of anyone's body.
Anyway...that's it for my rant for now... I've got some art to do <<
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