i have finally realized how much pain i cause people. they are all amazing and i love them all and they all love me, thats the problem. id never be able to chose between any of them. id have to wait like in absolute boyfriend, when night died she end with soshi, id pick my default and they deserve better. they should just forget about me and move on, find someone that can actually be all to them, not like me. but of course they wont do that, they love me to much. i am there world and they are not mine. i am a horrible person and i dont deserve there kindness. someday i will end there suffering, no matter what happans to me...thats all.
Best Painted Lullaby · Tue Nov 11, 2008 @ 08:57pm · 4 Comments |