ok, i really dont feel like making this fancy, i am just alittle upset and i have know where else to turn. ok well some how travis(friend with benifits) found out i kiss my ex boyfriend over the past weekend(i still dont know who told him). and he basicly cused me out and will never speak to me again. ok yea i know that sounds bad, and it sucks...cause i liked him but...whatever. anyway then i go to tell my ex boyfriend who i have been curently hanging out with and i told him what happened. well he is now all pissed off at me cause i aparetly "cheated" on the both of them, but really i dident....and of course my friend jaimie who is great friends with my ex, she hates me now too....this whole thing is stupid and i guess it is my fault cause i dident make anything clear to anybody...i am sorry to everyone i got invovled, even though they will like never speak to me again...oh well i feelpretty bad about it though...and to think i was going on a date with my ex boyfriend today and i was looking forward to it...but all i get is being ignored....from now on i am swearing off men and relationships with anybody...i am stay to myself....i hate people and i had have a mind i probly end my life right now and get out of this nightmare called life...but i am a pussey, id never do it...oh well living a nightmare aint bad, the bad part is knowing you will never wake up from it...
 Best Painted Lullaby · Sat Dec 06, 2008 @ 10:12pm · 4 Comments |
