I don't know why, but lately i can't seem to care about anything. I have found that i am a 17 year old with social life to speak of, My dad and i hate each other, or maybe i just hate him, although his behavior of late would suggest the former. I am impulsively rude and mean to my mother, and i can't bring my self to say i'm sorry, or stop myself. My sister hates me, and despite my best efforts, she smokes, she has numerous boyfriends, and is in worse shape than i am.
I also find myself being a hypocrite because i refuse to try to change the things in my life that are wrong. The only exciting part of my life lately has been chronicly going out to kmart and buying video games i get bored with in a day. My grades are in the shitter too. And i have no one to talk to about it. My life is going down a dark and terrible miserable path, and i can't seem to get myself to care.
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