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I'm actually starting to change.
I'm becoming less playful and happy and random...
And, sadly, I'm getting more serious.
This is only happening because I have too much time to think.
And whole year with tons of time to think REALLY does make you think about every last thing in your life.
I want to know what's real from what's fake.
I want to be IN love instead of just love someone.
I want to be closer to people.
I want to have at least a few serious discussions in a day.
I wish to make TRUE friends.
I wish to have a chance to at least TRY to live my out my dreams and get to take the chances when they're there.
I wish for my family to understand.
I hope that I can have a serious discussion with my grandfather without him turning the other cheek.
When someone likes or think that they might be in love with me, I want them to tell me, but make sure that if the love that they feel is actually real and not totally fake.
I want to be with friends.
I don't want to be alone.
I hate it when people that tell me that they are my friends don't really act like it.
I don't want any more lies and I want THE TRUTH.