Glass Box
Absolute love is my only excuse
So forgive me for being weak
I want to know that you are real
But I can’t
I scream at this blank little spot in space
And when I scream I am never heard or seen
Its my eternal hateful curse
I want to know that you are real but I can’t
Please
I just want to know that you’re real
Please don’t make me go back
You can’t make me go back inside the box
I want to know that you are real
I want to see you, to smell you, to feel you
And every ******** time I know that it will come
And then
And then
And then it’ll all be over
You can’t make me go back inside the box
You can’t
I just want to know that you are real
Please
Please
You can’t possibly make me go back inside that box
Please
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Absolute love is my only excuse
So forgive me for being weak
I want to know that you are real
But I can’t
I scream at this blank little spot in space
And when I scream I am never heard or seen
Its my eternal hateful curse
I want to know that you are real but I can’t
Please
I just want to know that you’re real
Please don’t make me go back
You can’t make me go back inside the box
I want to know that you are real
I want to see you, to smell you, to feel you
And every ******** time I know that it will come
And then
And then
And then it’ll all be over
You can’t make me go back inside the box
You can’t
I just want to know that you are real
Please
Please
You can’t possibly make me go back inside that box
Please
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So, I'm done with that now and I am going to put another two below just to add content as well. XP These are a bit older and waaay shittier but enjoy.
IEIA
(4-17-2009)
I want to know that you are real
Everyday I am awoken by my life
I am carried into my world
And every single day I am returned here
I want to know that you are real
Envelopes come in the mail but not from you
I find myself speaking to a blank space
And I know that you are there, even if you’re not
I go into my life without knowing your touch
Excitement fills my lungs when I see your name
I watch everything about you shift into another life
And I trust you for every name you are known by
I am told that you are fake
Everyone says that I am crazy
I know that you are not
Even as I draw near to the pain I cause myself
Its only so that I may knew that I am alive
Every time I think that I will find you to be a dream
I am broken without evidence that you are even there
Accidental memories are locked without my leave
I want to know that you are real
Everyday waking to this life
I am torn into my world so far away from you
And every single night I submit to this dream
I am speaking to a person who isn’t there
Each time my fingers pass by those locks that cannot be seen
I am told that you are fake and harmful
And yet I would have you even still
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Fair Grounds Weather
(4-19-2009)
I would love you if you were a dream
For I would simply take the last elixir
And I would sleep forever
I just want to know that you are real
Forge in me the truth of all things
A solid place that I might not warp in doubt
I would love you no matter how you came
Forgetting conceptions for your name
And I risk everything for that single chance
I will be near you and touch your skin
For a moment I will see you in this world
And then I will be gone again from you
I will be awoken to this life where I risked my health
Five months of saving made null to know
And it will all be worth only seeing you that once
I believe that you are real enough to hold
For if you are not, then I have naught to carry on
Allude your lies or hold me tight
Ninety six hours of life
And then I am back and back and back
But why must I go back into my life
I would never betray you
No matter what you did to me
I would be loyal to your word forever
I just want to see you and to know that you are real
Please don’t let me be hurt
I would never turn away from you
My own Kitty Love if real
Please don't keep me in this hollow dream
Tell me that we are alive or tell me that I may die
I can't live like this
In the fair, fair weather of another late July
(4-17-2009)
I want to know that you are real
Everyday I am awoken by my life
I am carried into my world
And every single day I am returned here
I want to know that you are real
Envelopes come in the mail but not from you
I find myself speaking to a blank space
And I know that you are there, even if you’re not
I go into my life without knowing your touch
Excitement fills my lungs when I see your name
I watch everything about you shift into another life
And I trust you for every name you are known by
I am told that you are fake
Everyone says that I am crazy
I know that you are not
Even as I draw near to the pain I cause myself
Its only so that I may knew that I am alive
Every time I think that I will find you to be a dream
I am broken without evidence that you are even there
Accidental memories are locked without my leave
I want to know that you are real
Everyday waking to this life
I am torn into my world so far away from you
And every single night I submit to this dream
I am speaking to a person who isn’t there
Each time my fingers pass by those locks that cannot be seen
I am told that you are fake and harmful
And yet I would have you even still
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Fair Grounds Weather
(4-19-2009)
I would love you if you were a dream
For I would simply take the last elixir
And I would sleep forever
I just want to know that you are real
Forge in me the truth of all things
A solid place that I might not warp in doubt
I would love you no matter how you came
Forgetting conceptions for your name
And I risk everything for that single chance
I will be near you and touch your skin
For a moment I will see you in this world
And then I will be gone again from you
I will be awoken to this life where I risked my health
Five months of saving made null to know
And it will all be worth only seeing you that once
I believe that you are real enough to hold
For if you are not, then I have naught to carry on
Allude your lies or hold me tight
Ninety six hours of life
And then I am back and back and back
But why must I go back into my life
I would never betray you
No matter what you did to me
I would be loyal to your word forever
I just want to see you and to know that you are real
Please don’t let me be hurt
I would never turn away from you
My own Kitty Love if real
Please don't keep me in this hollow dream
Tell me that we are alive or tell me that I may die
I can't live like this
In the fair, fair weather of another late July
