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This journal is a little more personal then I would just throw up at any given moment. Then I figured it doesn't matter because I am always really in capable of holding things back any way. Most of these are replies to people on line that I talk to probably more then anyone in real life.


Lamsey: Sure. I'm feeling the crunch of it and seem to be trying to do as much as possible. (I did skip one speech but I worked on it. I wrote out two pages of info but I just froze up when it came to re aranging it into a good speech.) I compleatly re aranged my room. Took out everything under my bed and got rid of two boxes from my closet with out throwing hardly anything away. Went to an art show. Wrote another speech in one period o.o my hand hurt so much. Lot of drawings for other art shows. Crochet things (kinda slacking) for people. Still online 7 hours a day. I would be wonder woman if I could stay away from a reply. But I can't nor do I really want to. I am really close to some people on line, talking to them for hours every day, with it being the time you lose most of your friends I don't want to do that.

Plus I can't pay for the college I want to go to. I can't find another school that has an art teacher degree. So why go all out right now? I probably couldn't get into other schools for my screw ups because I couldn't give a rats a** about school ether. I'll just work on doing what I truly want to get done and work on my art every day. Thats what I want, ******** the rest. -smiles-

Though I want to kill my mom shoving how all my friends always do so well with there art/school and is getting money for it. How I need to do so much more.

Hi I just had 3 pictures in an art show. I was proud enough of that but no you had to make me feel bad for not winning a ribbon.

Sorry for throwing things at you with a huge wall of text as well. -adds more-

Yoari: I didn't finish my speech that night. I went straight to sleep since you left and all. I did finish it first hour. Writting almost two full sheets of paper in an hour hurts when your not use to it.

I had to skip my work for that class. I won't get it done by the time its do. I will get 80-90% done though. I have a high grade in that class.

Then turnes out I didn't need to do the speech but I'm glad I got it done. I will need it for tomorrow.

I also find it funny how my teacher thinks she is being minipulated. Well you are doy you let us do everything. You don't have that touch some teachers have to make kids be perfect. Like Mrs. Little who fails too.

/replies to other people

-feels bad for the teacher bassing- I pick at people I could help it but why should I? Its what I feel so meh deal.

I owe 220k on zantarni still. I payed 125k already. Made 60k in a day by myself and Nibs gave me 60k. God bless him with out him I think I would go crazy or die of upsettedness. He has more to worry about in his life and he is always trying to cheer little old me up. D:

-walks away-