Hey there Journal... It's just another day in my miserable life... ANd I keep thinking about Jiko... It's like, i can't get him out of my mind, and there's nothing i can do about it... It's horrible... I wanna cry some more, but i don't think i can... *Sigh* But i will... There are only two things that make me feel better anymore... You know what i mean, don't you...? Anyway... It's getting close to Christmas time... Everyone is telling me to make out a wish list... Blah, blah, blah... But i don't want to... I'm trying to get rid of things, not accumulate more... So gay... So i think i'll just get some clothes to wear for Jiko... Not like he'd notice anyway... *Sob* Boys hurt... Oh, and i forgot to tell you. On Thanksgiving, Marggie and Hal came over for the dinner. But Hal brought his older sister. And she is so annoying. "How old are, do you have a boyfriend, you should have a boyfriend, a girl like you should have no trouble... Blah, blah, ******** blah...!! Leave me the hell alone...!! It's not like you ******** know me you stupid hill-jack... *Sigh* I'm sorry Journal... But people like that just really piss me off... And posers too... Like ******** Arucard. She thinks she knows the s**t thats going on and she doesn't. ******** losers... Anyway, i better go... I donated an item to Riza, and now i'm no where near my goal of the FMA Mini-Skirt Uniform nock-off... See ya later Journal...
