*Sigh* I was going to put in some picture's from my Photobucket account, but i decided i didn't want to risk anyone seeing them... Sorry Journal... sweatdrop But anyway, i had to do the cones today for my up-coming driving test... Damn... They got harder... But i can still do it. I know i can... And then i can sneak out of the house in the middle of the night and go kidnap Jiko... And maybe preform one of many many fantasy dreams... heart xp heart Better not... Might get hurt... sweatdrop Anyway... I can't wait... Hopefully the next day, i can go into school and show Jiko... Come up from behind him, and huggle him, and whip it out with a grin on my face... xd But he probably won't care... Everything is gay like that... But i will get my license for him... Thats the only reason i'm trying... Oh, creul, creul fate... His mom is a b***h and i cannot save him... Yet... BUT I SHALL...!! I'll protect him with my life...
That about says it all... But, sadly, i no longer believe in love... A shame indeed, but maybe less painful... But it still hurts so much, when he sits so close to me... But i have gone a week without him... And i guess i'm still alive...
Ok, so it was only five days... BUT THAT'S FIVE DAYS WAY TOO LONG...!! Anyway... I can see him tomarrow... And i can't wait...!!
I know what to get him for Christmas too...!! But i need Danielle to get his measurements... Because if i tried to, i'd just end up groping him and getting no where... Really fast... 3nodding But there's nothing wrong with that...!! Well, exccept for the assult charges... But as long as he'd smile about it, i'd be happy... (The school people would call the cops... And his mom would press charges... sweatdrop )
So many of these today... But i like them... But i would end up going back to school everyday, and sitting out in the snow until 10:50 a.m. rolled around, and you came outside to catch the bus... I wouldn't miss it... Even in the frigging snow...
And he'd either a) Ask what the ******** i was doing, or b) Not even notice me...
I wasn't sure which would have been most appropriate, so i did both... sweatdrop *Sob* Why do i feel this way...? Love ISN'T real...!! Why can't i stop thinking about him, for just one second...? Why can't i stop crying, when i think of him...?
I hate myself for all that i am... I just can't stop thinking... At all...
I... I can't talk about this... About anything... Anymore... Goodnight Journal... I promise, i won't make very many this time... *Sigh* But i'll still be thinking about him... And i'll cry...
That about says it all... But, sadly, i no longer believe in love... A shame indeed, but maybe less painful... But it still hurts so much, when he sits so close to me... But i have gone a week without him... And i guess i'm still alive...
Ok, so it was only five days... BUT THAT'S FIVE DAYS WAY TOO LONG...!! Anyway... I can see him tomarrow... And i can't wait...!!
I know what to get him for Christmas too...!! But i need Danielle to get his measurements... Because if i tried to, i'd just end up groping him and getting no where... Really fast... 3nodding But there's nothing wrong with that...!! Well, exccept for the assult charges... But as long as he'd smile about it, i'd be happy... (The school people would call the cops... And his mom would press charges... sweatdrop )
So many of these today... But i like them... But i would end up going back to school everyday, and sitting out in the snow until 10:50 a.m. rolled around, and you came outside to catch the bus... I wouldn't miss it... Even in the frigging snow...
And he'd either a) Ask what the ******** i was doing, or b) Not even notice me...
I wasn't sure which would have been most appropriate, so i did both... sweatdrop *Sob* Why do i feel this way...? Love ISN'T real...!! Why can't i stop thinking about him, for just one second...? Why can't i stop crying, when i think of him...?
I hate myself for all that i am... I just can't stop thinking... At all...
I... I can't talk about this... About anything... Anymore... Goodnight Journal... I promise, i won't make very many this time... *Sigh* But i'll still be thinking about him... And i'll cry...
