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My Personal Curse
There is only one person to whom I wish to expose myself so fully, and in truth I am here only because I do not wish for them to see me as such. If you are the one I am so blessedly possessed by, welcome. To all others,... Please be gentle.
I love her without requite
I cherish her without end
I had fallen without cause
And now I'm stuck in love
Without hope of running from her grace

And I love that helpless state

~~~Love is kinda fun when you give it a chance~~~

Yeah. More journal entries to myself. Just sort of needed a place to vent a few of my ideas so that no one would have to suffer this sickness that I seem to have caught. Its funny. I've never been so happy and in so much pain at the same time before. Makes everything else seem sort of small in comparison.
Listening to the thirteenth step
I'm coming down with a sickness
Soon enough we'll all be dead
So help me soothe the darkness
Help me soothe the darkness
God I hate
The darkness is my friend
And I'm losing everything
I can't remember...
Any one but you

Pounding on the thirteenth step
Losing parts I can't express
My heart is caving in excess
We said that we were nothing less
Or more. I second guessed
The way that we exist


I'm making it harder to breathe
And its caving in on me
We had not
Made anything
For anyone
Not anywhere
But still I found
I thought I'd found it once
And then I found it out
I found place in us

And its caving in on me
While I scream to God
And their caving in on you
As you praise the day you knew

The touch of the one
It all seemed fun
Til we both held out and died
For every one.

Pronbably have more in here lateer, but for now Ba'al is gonna go make popcorn and fall asleep before he can eat it. Omnomnom KO.





 
 
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