Im happy happy happy and please dont say somthing like, "oh thats great hun" or "im so glad that your finally happy" because truth be told...i dont really wanna hear it.may sound harsh to anyone reading this and thinking it but thruth hurts so ya just gotta get used to it and life becomes easier.Thats what i relaised anyway.I actually realised lot of things.If life you gives you lemons make lemonade,sounds dumb and kinda cheesy but hey if someone gives you something you cant just forget about it. Another thing i learnt is that people do care...some have funny ways of chowing it,hey they might not ow it but you'll get over it,You need to remember that sometimes you just have to care about yourself.I still dont agree with the whole 'letting out your feelings' thing because i know that if i cry then all i feel is like crying some more and im not a sobby person and i dont wanna be known as the girl who cries.
hmmmm and on the point( i have no idea what this has to do with anything) IM not NiCE!!!!! its like an insult when people say "awww your so nice"" and im not sweet either, im me and i care about people too much...proof of this is that i cared too much about the person i hated the most and now were mates cause i told him that i didnt want to hate him and so yeah we became friends......I may care too much and i may be nice but dont take advantage because if you do i'll take more than advantage of you.
yes i may be in a hyper/angry/mad/annoyed witgh life kind of mood right now but thats life and life isnt going to be nce to you because it wants too or because youve earnt it because trust me i've done more than earn happiness...im nice to everyone,bullys and people who dont deserve nice-ness...i cant help it im just nice to them,people deserve second chances and maybe even third chances and the only people theyre going to get them from is you! you cant walk by someone who looks like they might need something badly and just think, 'oh well,there is plenty of other people walking behind me,they can help them' your not too busy...trust me.
well i guess thats it from me tonight...its 11:18pm and its raining and i cant sleep and Goodnight i hope you think about what ive told you
 cheeky_monkey_lol · Wed Dec 14, 2005 @ 10:19am · 4 Comments |
