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And so here we have it: another journal that is absoloutly unpredictable. Sometimes when i write journals i've got a specific idea of what i'm writing in mind. however, this is not one of those times. And maybe you couldn't tell, which i guess, no you couldn't. But i just took like a thirty minute break from this note to go wander around on the internet, and then i decided i'd better come back to it because i'm determined it will not be a failure this time (several of my notes end up getting deleted.) And while i was wandering, i've gotten some ideas on what to write about. Or rather, rant about. Yeah, i'm pretty sure this is going to be a rant note. So lets just dive right on in, shall we? By the way, i sincerely hope you didn't go "golly gee, okey dokey!" and attempt to dive into your computer screen, because that would really hurt.
So. I'm reading this book. i've waited probably about six months for it. I don't suppose i should give out the book title, because that would be like posting spoilers about the book, and it pisses me off when people do that. You know, i've got a feeling i actually wrote another journal quite awhile ago about this same book series. And i've got a feeling that it was also a rant-sort of note. Does the phrase "and so i set off, off to kill the man i love" ring any bells? Well, this chick is heading off alright. And this book, god. It's downright depressing. But you have to know what happens, know what i mean? and now i'm oh so close to finishing it. And when i started it (earlier yesterday. pathetic i know.) i thought ooh this might be the last book in the series. well at least i'll get some sort of solid ending. Then i'm reading through this thing and thinking i'm getting a whole lot of nowhere and there's no way this author could possibly tie up all these loose ends in just a simple hundred pages. Well, i suppose she could. But it'd be very condensed, and this author likes to go into detail about things a lot. Anyways, i took a break from the book and looked up online to find out if there was going to be another, and sure enough, there is. Two more, in fact. and who knows if there will be even more after that? and that kind of bugs me, but then i remember that i'd probably be sad if the series did end now, because that's just depressing. Gaaah, i'm such a nerd with books, i know i know. Actually, i've got my book sitting right next to me here, and i'm pretty sure i'm at the most climatic point at the moment, and i'm not reading it. i just stopped right in the middle of the action. Seriously, who does that? me apparently. But i'm sure i'll be finishing it as soon as i'm done with this. So sad.
What else to say? ooh. I've got something. So, a few of you know that i'm attempting to teach myself to play the piano. And i can play a couple of songs, and i admit, i was thinking i was actually getting kind of good. Well, my dreams were cruelly dashed recently when i met a dude who can play the piano with about five thousand times more skill than me. I mean, i know that lots of people are absoloutly brilliant at playing the piano. But sitting right there and watch someone play it as if it was nothing? god, that was painful. And maybe i'm just being dramatic, which i usually am, but watching him play like that made me want to start crying. And i told him so, in a joking way and playfully shoved his hands off of the keys, but seriously. I felt like crap. When i played next to him it looked so pathetic. All my accomplishments are just..well, i'm not so proud of myself anymore. Anyways, my crying threats were disreguarded and he kept playing and then let me take over for awhile, but it wasn't quite so fun for me anymore. eh, who knows what'll happen now. I'll probably still play every now and then still, i suppose. Just probably not in the presence of people who are great at piano.
Mmmm. I think i need to wrap this up. Is this a short journal? it sure felt like one. Maybe i'm wrong though. Anyways, my little bro has been wanting to take over the computer for quite awhile now so i'm going to let him. Toodle-oo..
~krissy