M'kay. Fifth day of the new year and I'm already bored!
Not necessarily true at all times. I mean, I did make a guild -cough-shamelessadvertising-cough. It's awesome, and totally kicks a**. Which is why everybody should join it or be eaten by Jack.
Oh, that's right! Journal, this is Jack, the marshmallow snowman. He eats people. To be more specific, he sucks them into the sub-space void which occupies his small marshmallow-y head. Jack has anger issues, and can't be allowed to mix with society. So he sits on my head and eats people to help himself feel better about his issues. Isn't that nice?
Nobody's online. Nobody's talking to me! Everybody hates meeee!!!
dear diary mood:apathetic My life is spiraling downward. I couldnt get enough money to go to the Bloodred Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like Stab My Heart because I love you and Rip Apart My Soul and of course Stabby Rip Stab Stab. And it doesn't help that I couldnt get my hair into that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band can do. Some days, ya know...
I'm an emo kid nonconforming as can be you'd be none conforming to if you were just like me I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression most just call me a f** cause our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dykes cause emo is one step below transvestite stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo! I dont jump around when I go to shows I must be emo! I'm dark, and sensitive with low self-esteem the way I dress makes every day feel like halloween I have no real problems but I like to make believe I stole my sisters mascara now I'm grounded for a week sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies I cant get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing girls keep breaking up with me its never any fun they say they already have a p***y they dont need another one stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo! I don't jump around when I go to shows I must me emo dyeing my hair and polish on my toes I must be emo! I play guitar and write suicide notes I must be emo!
My life is such a black abyss. Ya know, it's so dark and it's suffocating me, grabbing hold of me, and its tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of me little sister's jeans. Which look great on me by the way.
when I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses I told my friends I bleed black and cry during classes I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth you can give me catcher in the rye and watch me jack off I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life if I said I liked girls I'd only be half right I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo I must be emo! screw xbox I play old school nintendo I must be emo! I like to whine and hate my parentals I must be emo! me and my friends all look like clones I must be e-mo!
My parents dont get me ya know? They think I'm gay becasue they saw me kiss a guy. Well, a couple guys, but I mean its the two thousands! Can't two or four dudes make out without being gay? I mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways. I don't know, diary. Sometimes, I think you're the only one who gets me. You're my best friend! I feel like tacos.
And that, boys and girls, is the Emo Kid song. ^^
xX_Kuroko_Xx · Fri Jan 06, 2006 @ 03:13am · 2 Comments |