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Entry one-thirty: So much to say. |
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First subject: My religion Yes, I believe in God, but I am a very scientific Christian. I believe that God created the universe and everything in it, but I think that His creations were misinterpreted by man in the Bible. It says that He created the first man and women, and all the animals, right? People think that man and women came first, but I think that animals came first. God created earth for the reason that we could look at it and figure out that it wasn't just Him that created people, it was science. I SUPPORT THE THEORY OF EVOLUTION, SO TO ALL MY UBER CHRISTIAN FRIENDS OUT THERE AGAINST ME ON THIS- GET OVER IT. Of course, by stating this, you may all be questioning: how did God create the universe? Well in one way or another, He did, but I simply cannot say what. But then again, we could all just be playing an imaginary game of Life, and when it comes down to the realization: You are going to die. What happens after that? Frankly, I don't know. I can't tell you for sure, because everyone has their way of thinking what happens after death. On that topic.. Second subject: Death. Holy crap. This is the one thing that scares me and interest me most about life: death. Every time I think about it.. The feeling of pure, horrid fear strikes me. I cannot think of what will happen when I die. I'm hoping I have some sort of an afterlife, weather it be that I become a ghost and haunt my relatives (which I think would be the best friggin thing ever), or going to my own personal heaven in which I can check up on how everyone I love is doing for the time being. I'd rather not go too deeply into the subject, because death happens to be a very philosophical discussion, and frankly, my brain doesn't want to handle all the doom and gloom of death. Third topic: Love. *sigh* Here I go again on a rant about love. I.. I can't stand it anymore. My best friend EX best friend is in love with my ex boyfriend. I've decided today that.. well, you know. It hurts just too damn much to see her with him. I'm done being her friend. I don't know if I should be happy for her or not, because at the same time- well, it's hurting me. I shouldn't care so much that I'm being hurt by this. I've.. I've got wonderful friends and a wonderful life and I shouldn't be so UPSET by this. But I can't stand to look at her anymore and think, "Holy s**t. She's in love with my ex boyfriend."
XxFragmented_RealityxX · Wed Sep 23, 2009 @ 09:07pm · 0 Comments |
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