If I say something, will it make the difference? Will it matter in the long run? Will I go out like so many others in their path for useless fame unnoticed, unwanted? I am... unwanted? Unnoticed? I am searching for a useless path to fame just like so many others but will it matter in the long run? Will it make a difference, if I say something?
I speak for myself, I speak alone. No matter how many times one tries to understand what's going through my mind, they will never understand. No one can truly understand another. So when I stand up- to say something- to speak for myself, to speak alone, does it make a difference? Does it really matter in the long run?
All my life, I've tried to please others tried to... understand them, so to speak, make them happy. I've made many people happy, from what I hear. Mutti, whom I love dearly so, papi, despite that I don't like him sometimes. Mi amigos, mes compadres. Some of the people I love most,
and yet
No matter how hard I try I can never understand them.
Same in retrospect, does no one understand me? No, no, they do not. They might "get" parts of me, parts of the personality I've made up to become a part of "me." But in those times, if I say something, will it make a difference? Will it matter in the long run? Will I go out like so many others unnoticed in their path to be understood?
XxFragmented_RealityxX · Tue Nov 24, 2009 @ 10:26pm · 0 Comments |