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Bound by chains
Controlled emotions
My fears
Surround in..
In..
Everything of darkness..
Its leaving me..
No..
Wait..
Why must you go?
My wings are white..
I am angel..
But why..
Why must you go?
My darkness..
Please do not leave..
I need you..
I do not want to be a full angel.
Don't leave me!
I may have been set free from a web of lies..
But please!
My darkness I beg of thee!
Don't leave me!!
I cannot bare life on one side..
My heart cannot handle it..
So my darkness..
Even though I am free..
Stay with me..
Please.
I do not wish to be on one side.
It makes others sad..
It hurts them..
I don't want to hurt anyone..
I cannot hurt anyone..
You have to leave because I am free..?
I don't understand.
God don't take my darkness from me!
I need it!
I need to be!
Don't force me to your side!
God please!
Don't make me hurt them..
For I cannot bare it..
I cannot bare others in pain..
Please don't make me do this..
Don't make me choose a side..
Listen to my tears and please..
Please..
Fathers please..
Don't make me choose.
Don't make me the perfect angel.
Don't make me loved by everyone.
Don't make me perfect in anyway..
I do not want to be perfect..
I do not want to be beautiful..
I just want to be me!
So please!
Do not take my darkness!
It is my home!
Why must my darkness go..?
Why must that side of me leave..?
What is wrong with being a daemon and an angel?!
Please..
Please..
Do not break me.
Do not make me choose..
Do not..
I ask of you..
I cannot live with just one side..
I ask
I plead
I beg
Do not..
Break..me.