Diary,
Lately I have not been resting well enough. I am still tired once I awake and throughout the day. But once I get into an activity I love, I act extremely hyper and can't stop my activities. The laughter, smiles and joy I feel doesn't seem to fade. But it does grow weaker with the passing days. I feel sick at times, and lonely at others. Well, my days have been growing shorter. I need to sleep sooner and awake earlier. I will try to go to bed early tonight. Roughly midnight instead of 2am like I have lately. Maybe I won't be so sick anymore. I have been talking to Youssef again. I wonder if he still is in love with me. Him and this other girl don't get along too well. Maybe it could be a sign. I fear that I will lose him either way, though still very hopefully. Maybe when I go to bed tonight, I will ask the spirits to bring me sweetdreams of my future. Perhaps he will be in it. Diary, I must go for now. But I will try to write to you soon.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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