Diary,
Today is nothing special. I should be activating my phone this afternoon. I am hoping that once I do, I will be more trusted and can do things more. After it's activated I will of course add Youssef to my contact list. Then, let him know my number. Maybe he can send me special little text messages to me like I have been doing for him. I could just see it now. He'd have my number, I'd be at home around 11 or so and he'd send me a text telling me goodnight. I could only imagine. That sounds so wonderful. He told me he hates the girl. But, I guess he's not sure. He still can't say I love you to me. I bet that once he does, everything will be better. Perhaps I should wish for it? I have to wait until that other wish comes true. Im supposed to think I never wished for it, but I did. I want it to come true so badly. I just hope that once I get the number for my cell and I give it to Youssef, he will talk to me more. My Aunt be happy about that. But then again, she doesn't have to know. I will just set messages to vibrate and keep my phone with me in my pocket. I might have to go soon. Aunt Lynn is home and I would like to have my phone. Take care Diary. I will write soon
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
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