Diary,
Lately I have been a small bit confused on what I feel. I know whom I love and I realized he isn't leaving me. He is afraid he might cheat on me. He still loves me and wants to be with me. Brooke, however, won't leave him alone. He loves us both, but he's afraid if he is with me, Brooke would do something and he'd be labeled a cheater. He won't date either of us at all. He loves the both of us. My guess is, once he moves to Nashville and is closer to me, he'd be with me and not her. I want that so badly. If that won't happen, I'll just try to become best friends with Brooke. If I become a singer that I want to be hopefully I can bring the two of them with me to L.A. We could all live together as happy as can be. Maybe me and Brooke would easily get along. And if we don't, I'd let Youssef know. He wouldn't choose between us, but I'd just give him all the love I can and hope and pray to God, he'd love me forever. I must leave, for I am talking with Youssef. Take care~
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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