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Wow its been half a year since I've made a journal entry. I guess I was so busy and stressed out most of the time. When summer came along I had nothing else to do so I came back to gaia you know? I started roleplaying again and I've been quite active.

I'll just start with a recap of what the hell happened in that half year:

There was this retarded guy I hated and still hate named Cody Mundy. I became friends with him at first because I was new and I figured he'd be a cool guy. But things started happening and I started making way cooler friends. But this guy kept clinging on to me. About 3 to 5 months into our friendship (I hope I'm not sounding gay) I finally started to see who he truly was. His personality was horrible. Cody always seemed to think his ideas were number 1, that I needed a leader in this world and that leader had to be him. He kept renaming me things like ... I forgot but it was things like " I'll call you Mojito from now on" I guess I didn't have the balls to say " hell no you're not calling me that. " All I'd do is nod and build up an internal hatred.

I joined the same club he was in, again I was new and I wanted to make some friends and this club was called DECA. I really hated that club. There were only 4 people there. The only good thing about that club was the fact that I went on a trip to Reno Nevada and met some really awesome 'friends who were girls' god ... I'm already starting to forget their names ... during that time we were dorming together, I knew that if we had dormed in college, I'd be the happiest man aliveThey were such great friends. But when the trip was over I had to switch over to long distance friendships and you know how that fails. I doubt they've forgotten about 'TJ'. But sadly, I've forgotten all or most of their names. I'd say they were a gift from god. For most of my life I had been wondering if I was capable of blending in with society and being human, and they assured me of that.

However, during the trip, that b*****d Cody kept feeling possessive, whenever I wanted to hang with them, he'd be like "NO! DON'T YOU F'ING DARE" I don't understand why I think it had something to do with one of the chicks being a red sox fan and he was a yankees fan ... he made it seem that if I ever did venture over to hang out with them, he'd kill me and my family. So me and my balls-less self had to nod and miss out on some potentially awesome outings. Cody was the biggest stain of all. Or perhaps I was for not standing up for myself. Needless to say I was able to hang out in their room for a while since their room was right across from ours. We had some awesome times in there. I especially enjoyed teasing them with 'intimate' comments and they'd get mad because I was following through with what I was saying. Although I've forgotten their names... I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET THEM.

After the trip I assumed life again in Silverado high school. I was always that one wannabe asian kid with whack failed hair in class. I am a super wannabe asian kid if you didn't know. I am asian, I'm like 2.5% bruneian 2.5% chinese and 95% filipino. But at first glance people wouldn't think so. I laughed at jokes in class and I sometimes made the class laugh as well, or if worst came to worst, I was the laughing stock of the class. I kept going to school again and again week after week, trying my best to pass the time. Cody was in one of my classes, it was 1st period in stats. That class was hell because of him. He would always bother me and annoy me with stupid things and my balls-less self would just take it and go along with his stupid noises. I really hope that in college, I'll be able act like a real man/grown up. So yeah yeah passing the time always glancing at my watch blah blah.

Lunch time was a good break. I had three friends there. Levi, Brandon, and Jenn. They were super bomb people. Levi and I would always talk anime, Brandon would crack sarcastic jokes or laugh at mine, and Jenn just sat and there and laughed and enlightened us with some of her stories. We'd do homework sometimes which was great. Too bad lunch was only 30 minutes. I'd go to my 5th period class afterwards and chill with my table buddies. there was Kari, Ray, and Mason. Although I think Kari and ray thought I was genuinely cool, Mason never talked to me outside of school which I found weird. After that I'd go home since I had a reduced schedule. I'd drive home, eat a bit, then go pick up my bro. the rest of the day I'd play some 360 or ................ now that I think about it I don't really know what I did all this time ... I don't remember playing the 360 from 2 oclock to 930 because i get bored in about an hour. And yet I don't remember being bored either. It may have been anime I'm not too sure. Maybe youtube.

this would keep going on: go along with cody's stupidity, go to my other classes and pretend I never existed, go to lunch and do what I say I did, have a bit of fun in government with my table buddies then go home and do that thing I always did to pass the time. Then when summer was coming along, I had both ignored it and knew it was coming at the same time. I didn't really care actually. It was like that new computer at home, except you were on a road trip ... Its like its looming in your mind, but you're training yourself not to countdown to it you know? That was what happened.

Cody forced me to come to some of his trips. He bought me to watch a baseball game and "bad girls" topless las vegas show for my b-day. the trips to and from were horrible, he'd keep talking and blasting his music .... all I could do was act all plastic and passive. When I came home I'd shower and go to bed and pretend that nothings ever happened. Now keep in mind, Cody never spent money on me, during the baseball game, he made me pay for my own ticket and the bad girls show was free for both me and him since he had some kind of connection online.

Graduation came along and it wasn't that big for me. It was like I grabbed my diploma, ran to my parent's car and asked to go home already. I did take a picture with my bud Brandon, but that was it.

I was just so focused with this kind of life that I didn't have time for gaia anymore. I've been doing some gaia since I lived in hawaii, and its been some kind of line to my past here in vegas. I don't know why we moved. I wouldn't say I regretted it, but I will say that it would have saved me a lot of trouble if we didn't move.

Now its on to college. The high school drama scene is sooo OVERRATED. I really hope that college isn't the same. My dream for college is to find some japanese foreign exchange students and hang out with them. Who knows? I might be able to let their transition go smoother. I wanna hang out with them late at night and study and joke about how my japanese needs work but like I said this is a dream.

So that just about recaps everything until now. I am absolutely sure that I won't drop out of gaia again cuz college has their own un-restricted wireless network and I could post right in class or during lunch. I think gaia will stay with me until college is over.