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i don't think i'm quite sure of who i am anymore. up until recently, i thought i knew who I was. i want to be myself, but i also want to be something that i'm not. i am told that i am smart and beautiful and funny, but i don't believe any of that because i'm not the image of smart and beautiful that i want to be.

i want to be myself, and at the same time admire myself for who that is.