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Hey guys, so i haven't wrote in a while. And i wanted to update. I just wanted to write something on love for my nerdy bf Ross. heart because well i love hm. Before when i was in love with my many other ex's i always thought i would be with them forever and i would marry em but sadly that didn't work out. But now being with a guy who treats me right, who love me. and cares for me so well. That is what a bf does. I always thought i would never find love after each heart break i felt. I thought i would wind up being alone and unloveable. but now i found it. Ross he is the guy that trueley accepts me for who i am and he will not leaveme for some stupid stuff i do. He was there for me when my ex hurt me. he stays u with me all night or trys to when i can't sleep. he doesn't pressure me to do things i don't feel comfortable to do. he drives from lansing to my house and we can be just content watching movies or cuddling. we can litterly talk for hours about our day. he helped me.
I now understand the meaning of love becaause i have him in my life. he will love me and i will love him too. no matter what.
i know i am already looking quickly in the futrue but ross and i we ca nsee each other being toghter 4 life i.e. married and i want him in my life 4 ever. no matter what.