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I took something? OMG I don't know what it was.
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Malik came to our house today. I took some weed that he had. At least, I thought it was weed. When I came into the kitchen I was surprised to see some kind of brown balls. They looked more like pepper to me. "What are those?" I asked. "Wax," he said. Why the ******** was he gonna smoke wax? I thought you needed a pipe for this? (And he had a recently operated blunt of course).
Anyways, one thing led to another and I went with them to the park to smoke. Oh. My. God. What transpired for the next... hour? 2 hours?- I was... I am.. And always will be... very high.
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I don't want to lose this text. This window into what I was feeling. I have to hope that, like The Butterfly Effect, I will be able to remember memories clearly after I read them. Perhaps it will send me back to this moment. Or perhaps you can only travel through the future? And never to the past?
OOoOOoooholy s**t I just made a saying. I just realized its origin story.
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Mami and papi are getting home someday. What am I gonna tell them? Will they be suspicious that something mightve happened?
I took so long to write this message because i'm trying a new way of writing. With my toes. LOL. JK.
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Warcraft is really cool...
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I don't want to think of those nerd things anymore. I want to be free of them. I want to be able to do whatever I want. Outside. You get that, David? The outside world. It exists you know. It even exists right now, as you type this. Instead, you waste your time. Typing this.
"No... Me no do this... No...."
lol I'm having a conversation with myself.
s**t i'm starting to use "lol" in sentences. I'm starting to
press enter for every sentence- NO! not evene
AND IM MAKING TYPOS!!! NOO!!!!!!!
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Poot lovado. IS THAT NOT THE FUNNIEST THING YOU've EVER HEARD?!?!!??!?!
omg how many words can this thing take? Omg will I ever read this? Will I ever look at this and think "Huh. I was acting just like that guy that took a serum of some stupifying chemical. Why'd he do that? Everyone wanted to take the same medicine for something? I feel like i'm just practicing my typing skills. What the ******** am I doing?
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Chapter 3: The Meeting.
My parents had a talk with me. Both of them. Mom cried. Dad got pissed.. because she started crying. They disagree on their way to handle me again. They divorce. (woo, just made my heart jump from rage! Wait... Is that rage?)
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I forgot what I was saying! Alright, that was a very dark timeline. Rest assured, your paraents are safe, future David. And whoever else you give it to you ******** idiot because I know you and you love to share everything that's personal to you!
Again, I wonder how many words this machine can take. WHOO did I type the machine? The machine can tkae all my thoughts for the rest of my life as long as they're saved in .txt format.
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Going to another thought... Please wait while the game is saving and do not remove the cartridge.
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Imgur would be so- No, i'm not thinking about pathetic nerd things that nerds do and never get noticed because people on the internet NEVER work out!
I feel slightly more comfortab;e typing this as I look at the keyboard. Is this how I normally type? Oh my god. I must say that a lot don't I?.
I'm starting to get bored of this. There are uninteresting thoughts that I don't feel like typing out. Well.. they ARE uninteresting.
I can't believe Sabrine and Malik both left. I think they did. THey went over to Malik's house while he's still ******** high. Not as high as me though! haha! hahahaha!
hehe ^-^
Crazy laugh turned into an innocent laugh right there. See, this is where my mind goes when it's on.... When it's on whatever this s**t is. That s**t was laced, I can't believe I took some crazy a** drug from Malik that he bought at the gas station. I wish I knew what this s**t was!...
I asked them a bunch of times and Sabrine got worried. She thinks i'm gonna try more stuff? That I'm going to search for higher highs and lower lows? (just like the song^tm)

It's like a pinky haha. a pinky finger, the ^tm)
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Beautiful. This movie is beautiful. I'm talking about life, of course. Because life is a movie. It's just real life movies. you get me? because movies are all fake these days! haha!
That is an honest laugh not crazy lol. Amazing how people can rationalize with themselves and make something impossible and/or horrible possible or in the realm of possibilities. It goes so far with me that I imagine myself being able to kill people. I don't know what I want to do right now.
I want to go out, but I don't want to worry Sabrina. I think I realize now. I'm pretty sure I would get ******** lost if I went out right now. And i'm too lazy to, anyway. I'm perfectly fine right here. Like some fat cat found a nice home or hole for it's a**, eh?
I don't know what just happened I think I channeled my inner George R .R Martin character. Oh god, I bet that b*****d has written other books wihle he was trying to complete the next book! for Game of Thrones!
Amazing how i'm completing sentences right now. I can type so well. And yet, I feel like I just grew old in an instant, and that I was dreaming some long forgotten dream of when I still existed. Because I don't exist right now. I feel like poo. Like a piece of s**t in a condom being put in some bitchy's p***y. "Oh yeah..." she says, moaning. "David, you're such a piece of s**t." The camera zooms out and you realize it's Briana. That's her fetish! Getting ******** by s**t! She likes s**t! ewwww! omg I should delete this for anyone else, this got very graphic really quickly. I'm sorry, I just went into my ravaging mode. Like some inner barbarian that rode on sail boats for months before getting to their destination and attacking the shores and pillaging and raping.
But that's not me. I'm not a viking. Viking... that's the word I was looking for.
Man, I love moving my ring finger
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How much did I just type right now in a mere... seconds?
Oh god, I met my first love in here, didn't I? The first love that I ever loved. She was a real girl.
I psyched myself out for a minute biggrin I kept thinking of that girl from the video game haha biggrin You know the one I'm talking about, David.
I hate how I always mispell tlaking
I try not to mispell words.
It was would be so ironic if I mispelled that hoirribely right? Like mispelling everytig> I dont even know what im doinoainfognje['oirja;w[rg;jioawi4mg'/o0[
Oh god, ALMOST deleted everything I wrote, Oh my god. I want to submit now before I ******** it all up.