Have I ... ruined my relationship with Zack?
I think so...but it'd be super dumb if it's true.
Well...The cell phone number is the root of this problem. His friend (who's 26 bye the way...which makes this even more pitful) left a *ahem* inapropriate message on my phne. I didn't listen to it right away because Zack and I had been talking over aim and he said something like "My friend left a dumb message on your phone. Don't listen to it. He's a p***k. I punched him." So yeah...then he decided to call me, right? 'Cept...like I said...I didn't want to talk to him when I KNEW it was going to happen. I get all nervous then and can't do it...I doubt I'd even be able to talk. So instead I try to convince myself that I can't find the phone (though I know where it is and I know that it's off) and say something like "Oh, my phone must be dead" to Zack...
So he asks me for my house phone number.
This might not seem like a big deal, but after finding out that his friend called my cell...I really didn't want him/his friends calling my house all the time and bothering my parents. And it didn't help that I was still nervous about talking to him.
So I just signed off the computer and hung out in my room...
And listened to the message...
I was utterly appauled.
It usually takes a lot to offend me...and this message almost got up there. I mean...It may have seemed silly to some...and I got over it and let lit slide off my back. It's really not THAT big of a deal. I don't even know the guy who left it. For those of you wondering what he said...let's just...
Oh man...I can't even type it. T.T And it's really not all that ******** bad. Guess I'm not completely over it yet. X3
Anyway...the next day, me and Zack talked again. On aim. Again. I tell him that I listened to the message and that his friend's a genious, in a sarcastic kinda way. That's when I found out that his friend is 26. There was a pause in our conversation...and then he's like "Did you block me yesturday?" and i was like "um...no?" and he's like "okay"....
And that was it. The end of the conversation.
I probably made it seem like I didn't want to talk to him...
When I look back on other conversations we've had....they seem so much more...fun. I miss them.
I miss him.
I'm so much better at talking with people in person than on the phone/aim.
Ryukyu~Bath Community Member 
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