I've been thinking about all the stuff I don't talk about often. It's pretty interesting that I'm willing to mention it on here when I don't even talk with my family about some things. So, here's a little something to explain why Kuro is the way she is. Enjoy. Feel free to laugh at me.
Secretly...
-My brother hates the way my dad drives.
-I hate my brother's music and bad habits.
-I hate that my dad still goes into 'lawyer mode' on vacation.
-I actually do care what total strangers think.
-My growth was probably stunted because I worry so much about my friends and family.
-There are very few people I'd be willing to be stranded on a desert island with.
-My little brother is not currently one of those people.
-It's tough to imagine myself being anything other than a teenager.
-I'd like it if I could make myself exercise and eat more carefully.
-Singing is one of my favorite ways to work off stress or pass the time.
-I feel like almost all of what I've been doing this summer is waiting.
-I've got borderline paranoia issues.
-I get weirded out when random strangers strike up a conversation with me or my friends.
-I'm afraid of silence.
-If somebody pushes enough of my buttons, my usual reaction is to tell that person to go die.
-I have to make a conscious effort to let people know how I feel.
-I'm trying really hard not to cuss as much as before.
-Pretty people make my self-esteem plummet through the basement.
-Occasionally, I wish I was Japanese.
-I like visiting cities and staring up at the sky-scrapers.
-I hate people.
-I also hate that people (myself included) will stoop pretty freakin' low to get their way or make themselves feel better.
-I can't think of any way that I could make myself kill another person or any kind of animal.
-I really want to get a car that can be fueled by ethanol.
-I don't want to be disgustingly rich.
-My patience level is dependent on a lot of variables.
-I have trouble acting when I start thinking about how other people see me.
-It's one of my big goals to play my flute in the Kennedy Center.
-I wouldn't mind being on American Idol.
-I like when people listen to me sing, even though it makes me self-conscious.
-I think it would be pretty darn cool to live in Europe in the early twentieth century.
-I (day)dream about living in some fantasy world.
-I love to laugh, and to make others laugh.
-I would hate to die falling off a bridge.
-I would hate to die as an old person with Alzheimer's.
-I have trust issues. I love to meet and talk to people, but there are few friends whom I would trust with my life.
-I hate not being able to talk with people I care about.
-I hate not knowing.
There are things in my head that aren't written here. Just so you know.
 xX_Kuroko_Xx · Sat Aug 12, 2006 @ 03:40am · 0 Comments |
