"Is creepy, i do not care how sad i am, i am not going to inflict pain upon myself, i really need to get some sleep...on the other hand, i was using the usb connector on my mp3 player to put marks on the top side of my wrist, it did hurt a little, but i do not really care, i need to be more careful..i need my knife back, i miss doing tricks with it, like throwing it in the air and catching it behind my back, its fun, but my grandmother is still working on it, i kinda dulled it out cutting cheez and bread. sweatdrop been alot of snow days lately, i was watching a episode of gundam seed the other day, i think it was like 31, it was the one where kira died, i remembered, it was just over 2 years ago, i watched that with Kristina...i have not seen her for a while now, i kinda miss her...but i can't go back, to many things has screwed up...and not now, im going to, but not now, im gonna wait until march, on her birthday, the 8th...i want to hold her in my hand...she was so sweet..but do not get me wrong stare she is my friend and room mate...well...she was...i should try to think of the more positive things of the events of feb 22 05, for if it was not for me making the decision i made that day, i would not have met Kristina, or a number of people, but i do not see any of them now, and when i do, i fee like falling to my knees, and never getting up.."
"To be or not to be? What a stupid question.."
l33t m45t3r david Community Member 
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