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ive lived a long dark life
and dark it has been
but glad atlast it's all to end.
ive done some dark deed's no one sould know
but this is the side ive never told.
smokes a sig acouple time's
done some weed and almost some time.
did some coce
close to sex
almost killed a guy better yet.
i wish i knew.
i wish i could.
go back in time if i new wut's good.
but time's to fast now and then
dessictions to make.
thing's to do.
i hurt to much people now i see.
im not going back.
that was the past i once regret.
no one can change it.
that was who i was. this is who i am now.
i wish i knew how much i hurt yall.
i should have never taken in that first puff.
i never should have taken that first sip.
i never should have tryed to die.
if.......... if.......... if only i new how much you knew.
knew about my love fore you.
and you loved me to.
mybe it could have all chnaged.