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i finished my drawing of a ninja today.
TAKEING OVER ME AGAIN.
IM FALLING.... FALLING FAST...
surrounded.... surrounded by the fear's of other's.
slipping.... slipping into the depth's of there anger.
it..... it kill's me.. kill's me inside.
taring, taring out my heart.. makeing it could. ice cold.
my.. my shadow is the only one that understand's me.
it....... it say's... it say's stay with me for i will protect you.
confustion... confustion run's in me.
rage... rage flowing threw me like a leaf in a stream.
im watching... watching your every move from my dark shadow corrner.
you dont... you dont evan know im watching you.
i..... i....have.... i have no soul.
for i care not any more.
it's eating me in side.
but i dont care. it's who i am now.
i whant...... i whant to change but it wont let me.
o... oh no not again.
i can feel it.... rageing threw my vain's. going threw my mind saying * you dont need them, thay betrayed you, they lie'ed, they stole your heart from you causing you pain, they ate your soule not me, leave them for you need them not, come with me master. it is good.
i can feel my self slipping faster and faster.
i try..... try to stop it.
i cant. there is no way.
hope... hope is lost.
faith. gone.
friend's. there but cant help.
im... im wishing to find the strangth.
it's stronger now, pulling me into the cold icy pit.
it's home.. where my heart once was.
takeing... takeing my last breath.. last breath of good. first breath of evil.
leaving. leaving me going insain.
but it's ok.
dont worry.
i will still be in your mind.
now dont cry little one it will all be ok.
dont cry.
dont cry. dont cry.






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fuzykittykat
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commentCommented on: Wed Feb 14, 2007 @ 04:59am
What do you have to be insane about?


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