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Everything i've been feeling for the past 3 years finally came out last night. I was talking to a great friend, I wouldn't know what i'd do without her. But I feel like such a fool! I was trying to tell another good friend about it, and see what advice they could give me, and when I started to talk about it, guess what she said? ******** off! I asked, Why? And she said because your boring. I thought she was a friend, and for the rest of last night I was feeling SO depressed, I just wanted to cry, I didn't want to be there any more...

So, this person I spilt my heart out to last night, she is amazing, she helped me so much. She seemed to know everything about my problems! But, all of my 'Friends' seem to think they NEED to know what's up, but these problems, some of them are too personal, they could ruin my school life if it got out! I... I just don't know what to do any more. But i'm not gonna go off and slit my wrists or commit suicide, because it's just not something i'd do. I think it's pathetic, how does it make things better? It just adds to the pain... And this pain is unbearable as it is...