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I'm so ******** off! I can't believe the nerve of this person! I spent the last couple of days worried SICK about them, wondering why they hadn't came online, wondering where they were, what had happened, and the ONE time they come on, and I say "At last, me and {Name} have been worried sick!" They start attacking me! They're saying i've lied to them, when I haven't!! I don't understand them! Not once have I lied, not once have I done ANYTHING that they've accused me of! They can't seem to realise that it's their imagination, not reality.

Thanks to them, i've all of a sudden become this paranoid, depressed person. It's always been there, deep down inside, but it's never surfaced like it has in the past couple of days. I've felt like crying. Heck, i've even threatened to kill myself to one of my friends! I'm sick and tired of EVERYTHING, of the lies, the betrayal, the misplacement of trust. I'm sick of my life, i'm sick of my family. I don't know what to do any more, and no one can help me, no one can say anything to make me feel better, they've tried, believe me they have, but it just won't work...