So I combined a couple of songs that remind me of my life right now or just things that I'm dealing with. Things in bold are words I've changed to pursue the meaning I am intending with this song. Things in quotes can be taken as my 3rd person perspective of what's going on with myself.
This is my theme song..
"She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep.
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep.
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away."
I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend
And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last
And will we ever end up together?
No, I think not, it's never to become
For he is not the one
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe some day you'll look up
And barely concious you'll say to no one...
"Isn't something missing?"
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please i'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'
"She's back on drugs again
Even though she knows it ain't right
She can't even call up her friends
And say "help me save my life"
She's so ashamed of herself that she's
Come full circle
Nobody understands what it's like to
Be this girl
So She disappeared, and she
Wasn't clear, and she
Didnt say where she was going"
Guess there's something wrong with me
Guess I don't fit in
No one wants to touch it
No one knows where to begin.
I've got more than one membership
More than one club
And I
I owe my life to the people that I love
I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
To live again?
One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could
Your love do for me?
When will love be
Through with me?
Why live life from
Dream to dream
And dread the day
When dreaming ends?
I'm not grieving for you
Nothing real love can't undo
And though I may have lost my way
All paths lead straight to you
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
"Sometimes she wishes she was never born.
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In her world
That she can't rise above.
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved."
I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me,
I'm yours you can hold me
I'm empty and blankin'
How did we ever go this far?
You'd touch my hand and start the car,
And for the first time in my life.. I'm crying.
Are we in space do we belong
Some place where no one calls it wrong?
She's got something to say to the world.
She wants to know if she could tie it up
So we can't move
She is feelin' inspired
She said, "It's too cool for its own good."
She's kinda freaky
She's kinda weird
She's kinda freaky
She's kinda weird
But I don't know... I think she's a genius.
Are you heartbreaker?
Maybe you want me for the ride.
What if I'm fallin' for a heartbreaker and everything is just a lie?
Come on tell me
You'll make this all go away
You'll make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And I'm starting to scare myself
You'll make this all go away
You'll make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have
"You bite your lip
You keep pretending that
Your made out of stone
You never let it show
But everyone knows
You find it hard
To open up so you walk away
It dont matter where you go
'Cos everybody knows
You act so tough
You like to think
You're indestructible
But it only takes one blow
Everybody knows
Deep inside
You got emotions that
Are running wild
But its out of your control
And everybody knows"
All the good that won't come out of me and all the stupid lies I hide behind.
Is it such a big mistake lying here in your warm embrace?
Oh, you're almost home.
I've been waiting for you to come in.
Dancing around in your old suits going crazy in your room again.
I think I'll go out an embarrass myself by getting drunk and falling down in the street.
You say I choose sadness that it never once has chosen me.
Maybe you're right.
I can't sleep,
I can't speak to you
I can't sleep
And So I'm reaching out for the one
And So I've learned the meaning of the sun
And all this like a message comes to shift my point of view
And watching through my own light as it tints the shade of you
Cuz our lips
Can touch
And our cheeks
Can brush
Our lips
Could touch
Here...
 Alucarda Incarnate · Wed Mar 14, 2007 @ 08:57am · 2 Comments |
