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Life has been pretty good..........I thought about all of my pets.....dead and alive. I've been hanging out with friends ALOT. And I'm real bored if I'm not talking to one of them. AND IT FEELS LIKE KAILEE AND ME aren't as close friends as we were...she's been talking about brandon, ryan, mike, dylan ALL THESE OTHER PEOPLE and I'm feeling all left out and stuff.......it makes me all un-happy inside......and I don't have best friends like she does. She's got all these junk about how without Morgan, being hyper would be no fun and stuff........I FEEL UN-SPECIAL TOO! I don't really affect people.......I just say cupcakes alot......and talk about kittys........and drag people down.........THIS MAKES ME SAD AND STUFF.

I'm tired and I wanna play DDR.

Maybe there's someone who will want to talk to me.

Later:
Well maybe I'm being too worried. But, she doesn't talk much anymore and I haven't seen her in a while and it just feels like that.....and I don't think that I'm that interesting.....nobody really talks much........that's why it's fun to hang out with Jennyfer....she always understands me and gets all high on sugar and mountain dew and annoys people with me....she's not like Kayla....all her friends will stay friends with her....I think she's one of the best friends I have.....and the only ones that I have fun with is Kailee (sometimes) and Jennyfer.....Kayla can be ok....she just doesn't realize when she says something wrong......

AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY KAILEE, YOU'RE STILL NOT TALKING MUCH!