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I'm calm... Calm yet so much has to be done. So much that I'm uncertain about, so much that I have to fix, but at the same time... Right now its best to just go with the flow of things. I don't know how things are going to end up, or how I'm going to get there, but all I can do is look back on the mistakes, learn how they were wrong, never repeat them, and move on.
"Part of growing up is making decisions that might not always be easy, but are for the best..."
My dreams have taken an unusual shift, something I haven't seen in years. They happen nightly and during the day and normally consist of certain people, everyone I am close to and see all the time. Sometimes they're weird and I just laugh it off in the morning and forget about it in 5 minutes. Other times they're lovely and I think about all day. And then there are the ones that are confusing, and leave me thinking for days, or weeks... And that's how they've been lately.
Then the vivid memories that appear at random times that happened anywhere from four years ago to two years ago that I see I never got over, things that I have to fix but at the moment it isn’t the time to. Just flow… if something is meant to change or something is meant to be, it will happen…
Something that a lot of the human existence doesn’t get: People can’t help how they feel. Science isn’t at that point yet where the human mind and body are fully explained. In that matter, how can we all be responsible for ourselves, when we don’t even know ourselves?
John Milton
This may be well: but what if God have seen,
And Death ensue? then I shall be no more,
And ADAM wedded to another EVE,
Shall live with her enjoying, I extinct;
A death to think. Confirm'd then I resolve,
ADAM shall share with me in bliss or woe:
So dear I love him, that with him all deaths
I could endure; without him live no life.
And Death ensue? then I shall be no more,
And ADAM wedded to another EVE,
Shall live with her enjoying, I extinct;
A death to think. Confirm'd then I resolve,
ADAM shall share with me in bliss or woe:
So dear I love him, that with him all deaths
I could endure; without him live no life.
“Once upon a time when things were simpler, there was a rushed morning before work when everything changed…”
