Why do I live? What's my PURPOSE?<br />
If I have none will I DIE? <br />
Or will i be forced to live?<br />
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Please, if anyone is there,<br />
Please, help me...<br />
<br />
How can i live when my hands are STAINED<br />
with the BLOOD of the innocent?<br />
<br />
Please, if anyone can hear me,<br />
Please, save me...<br />
<br />
NO matter how hard I try <br />
why does the blood fall on MY hands?<br />
Why am i always the killer?<br />
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Please, if anyone can SEE me,<br />
Please, free me...<br />
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When will this end?<br />
WHEN will I be set free?<br />
How can i make this nightmare END?<br />
<br />
Break this CAGE I live in,<br />
Free me from this HELL,<br />
Lift me from this DARKNESS<br />
<br />
Please, if anyone can reach me,<br />
Please.......<br />
<br />
Kill me
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Welcome to my world, it is an odd place, and not even i can tell you where or what it is. All I know is that I am me. <br />
I am 19 and heading off out of this small yet strange world into a much larger and brutal world, yet my 19 years in this world have prepared me a little for what is waiting for me. <br />
Now that you are here you probably realised that you too are trapped in this world but all i will say is this; cherrish your time here, they are the best years you will have and eventhough this world is strange it is not as strange as the one that lies outside it. <br />
I hope that, whoever you are, you escape this insanity. I hope that the world turns and things get better. But I hope most of all that you understand that even though I will never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you.<br />
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!! I AM A PROUD MEMBER !!<br />
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