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    *Loser. <br />
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    I s'ppose I'm the kind of person that you just like or you don't. I'm not particularly bitchy or independent. I'm actually a huge wimp. For that reason I spend most of my time here browsing the forums, looking at your faces, not posting anything...<br />
    I communicate in derps. I SUCK at internet arguments. I get overwhelmed too easily and pretty soon I just stop making sense. I sincerely apologize for that. But other than that I'm a relatively normal internet go-er. I don't have much of a life, but I have friends that do so it's alright. I can live through them and the anime I watch endlessly.. wait what. <br />
    It feels like I've been on gaia for forever, but I guess it's really only been four years. I made an account May 25, 2008, abandoned it, and ended up here. That used to be so significant to me but now I really don't give a shit. I actually have a few real dreams now; I don't want to wander aimlessly through the interwebs looking for friends anymore. <br />
    I really should just delete this account, but it's scary to think about that. stare I've spent so much time here and invested so much of myself into this place. <br />
    I'm terrified that someone I know in real life will find this account to be honest. I'm probably delving out too much personal info, but I will not remove myself from gaia just yet. I really like my avatar right now. And other stuff, like nostalgia. <br />
    I realized a while ago how pointless my time on gaia has been, but I don't want to denounce everything I experienced. Technically I experienced love and friendship, even if it was sort of fake. I really wish that I had spent my time doing something else to be honest. I feel like I'm starting to figure out who I am now, but I can't help thinking that this may have happened sooner had I not had all the distractions. But I'm still sixteen, so whatever. I have time. Probably. <br />
    So now I shall enter a period of hibernation. <br />
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    Good'ay. <br />
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    Tokyo Tower <br />
    (12/22/2009)
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