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    Hello ladies and gents. I'm a passing-through Kamen Rider, a relic of Gaia's history ('07), and a now occasional user of this website. Don't you forget it! I am a multi-cosplayer with a large portfolio of work under my belt and a supporter of other cosplayers. Cosplay has become an Avant Garde for the passionate users out there and I'm no exception. I aim to meet like-minded cosplayers out there that make the best of the best and to befriend them.<br />
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    I'm an anime binger, tokusatsu enthusiast, manga reader, music listener, a gamer and an upcoming Graphic Designer. Saying all that is a mouthful but you get the idea. I have a lot of things that I like but can't list them all in this one section. Generally speaking, I like art and the medium is reflected onto the things I like that is part motivation and/or self serving. I'm not afraid in trying out new things outside my interest from friend recommendations as long as we vibe.<br />
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    Things to know about me as a heads up; I am a hardened individual. I no longer care about being a crowd pleaser to self-centered/sensitive pricks nor be involved with toxic echo chambers. Opinions are like a*sholes, everybody has one. I've dealt a lot in the past with fake friends gaslighting me and flip-flop accusations that never happened. I have zero tolerance for it that I tag along bad actors and clout chasers on the list. So like every normal person out there, don't do it unless you have a reputation worth losing.<br />
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    For transparency; I'm an optimists and realists with no agenda. I firmly believe in truth, fairness, and information but I don't run my mouth about it like it is gospel. I follow a personal policy; To help aid the weak while having flaws as a person. We are all adults and we decide for ourselves how to handle important information responsibly. I'm kind enough to share information for free under a person-to-person business. Nothing more.<br />
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    I am a wild card where your impression will vary. I care deeply about certain things around me that I hold dear to me but I wouldn't consider myself perfect. I treasure my time spent with people and doing some dumb sh*t to pass the time. I'm very protective of my peers as I hold them in high regards while not casting any favoritism. I encourage many to just talk to me and put an effort trying to know me. What I say here is just a small gist of who I am and the rest can be explored within your own free time.<br />
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    In the end, I have been on this website and personal journey for many years. It's sad to say that I will inevitably retire this place someday. I've made my peace with it growing up, met amazing people, lost others along the way. But at the end of it all, I don't regret any of it. While I would like to make amends and a desire to have one last word with a certain individual, many of us have personal lives and moved on. All this is wishful thinking, but a man can dream.<br />
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    It's been a fresh of breathe air to express this much about myself but this is where I have to end it for now. Reach out to me while you still can and sayonara!<br />
    To my former beloved if they ever read this: <br />
    I am deeply sorry. Hand over my heart, I was wrong in how I handled our last days together. I regret not being open with you more often and how it made everything one-sided. You told me for your last words that I should forget about you and that I should move on but I refuse. As much it pains me to, I refuse to ignore and forget the entire history of you. You were my world, my everything. The flaws you brought up about yourself was the main reason I love you. If I had said this WAY sooner and shared you more into my life especially my secrets, we would still be together. I was the one who pushed you away and that's why I'm telling you that I am going to own up to it. I am sorry for making you wait when you needed me the most. I didn't want you to see me at my most vulnerable but I should have. I was wrong in trying to hide that part of me since from the start, we were more alike than you thought. Had I done my part back then as your partner, equal and lover, then that day wouldn't have happened. I can't express how much I've missed you and for how long this message will finally reach you. Even when it's too late and that you've moved on. I'm fine with that. I'm not going to force it on you nor will I invade your privacy. All that matters to me at this time is to finally say my piece and how much I look up to you. There is nothing more tragic and yet so beautiful how things ended between us. I felt no hatred, not even bitterness and yet sometimes, I have to tell myself that its ok to cry and tell the people close to me that I'm not alright. This finally broke me but I was able to be convey it all to properly heal from the support of the people around me who still believe in me. You've changed my life and I want to thank you not for the memories but for being my light in my darkest moments. I've never talked this much about myself before but from what we've been through together. I chose to write this letter to give us a proper closure you needed to hear while I pray for your happiness without me. I hope this motivates you someday to talk to me and rekindle our trust not as lovers nor best friends but as close acquaintances that grew up and drinking buddies. You will always be my lovable short idiot. Forever in my heart. I love you.
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