• -This goes out to the friend/past lover I had for quiet some time.-

    When I first saw you, you were the light of my world. I had a strange feeling come over me that I never knew, but I had to trust in my heart that this was real. I fought my hardest to be the best for you, I tried my hardest to be the one for you. I don't know what came over me. But I gas this feeling that made me want you....made me feel weird inside....made me hope that one day I would be with you.

    As time past by, I acted like I wanted to challenge you each time, follow you as my master. I did what I must to make every moment happen, every moment special as I spent more and more time with you. My heart sang out. Like it has never done before. I wondered why this was happening to me? Why is my heart burning...hurting?....

    But as the days go by I did everything I could to be with you. I gave you my heart. My money. My love. My life! That's all I did for you. But there seemed to be no progress....nothing changing your heart... When I heard you in pain, I felt bad, I felt hurt, I wanted to comfort you best I could. But all you did was push me away....saying nothing wrong....I'm ok, don't worry about it. That upset me the must. You...not showing your feelings to me...

    But I never gave up....

    To be contiued......