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Would you have kept wondering
if I care for you if I didn't call,
or would you mournly predict the sound
of the deadly scythe ripping my soul?
You were quite the pessimistic one,
which was probably what brought us together.
However, beneath our requited love -like every relationship-
we may tear eachother's hearts out without knowing it.
I've always expressed my sadness toward you-
but only behind your back to protect our precious bond.
You'd cry if something was wrong about me,
but in the end, I'd comfort you.
I needed to hold back my tears because
I didn't want you to see me as nothing else but
your reflection staring back at you in the red, wet face.
Although, I was always afraid, that
if I hid my soul beneath this false complexion,
eventually you'd find out and the bond weakens.
I know I'm not your first or only most important person,
but you are mine, and it kills me
to even think of so many different ways to lose you.
All we wanted was pure happiness, wasn't it,
but were we strong enough to earn that majestic gift?
Promise me you won't fly away like a trapped bird~ please.
I've faced too many rejections,
you're truly the only person who -I know-
would accept an unstable emotional beast.
I'll pray, for happiness, for a stronger hold;
I won't lose the first person on Earth
who accepted me, truly, as her "friend".
- Title: Don't Go~
- Artist: lady izu
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Description:
She is the wind that whispers through my hair. She is the saint who has the strongest endurance to befriend a fiend like me. The explanation is because we are each others' reflections. We keep each other company in the fear of utter loneliness. Please don't leave me-
"Don't Go~" - Date: 08/13/2008
- Tags: depression savior bestfriend pessimism
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