• Thank You C.J.
    For all you've done.

    I felt so saaaad back then
    I used to shun those who I'd call my friend
    I thought the pain would never end
    Now I'm placed, enveloped to send
    I can live and lie, alone
    64, 28, and home
    I can see that I'm not a drone
    With my fate and my love in stone
    I remember when I shoved and crossed
    Lied, as I wasn't one to be scoffed
    And I didn't care who got hurt
    As I'd end up the one they'd desert
    Then I'd sigh, in pain
    All of my efforts up till now, in vain
    The exit I found would drain
    My spirit til I was insane
    I always felt I was just so different
    Thought I flew, during my descent
    They tracked me down, from my dead scent
    I'd hurt those I cared for, now I lament
    I kept on pushing, never taking
    Never really stole, I tried this making
    Cold and alone, my head slept shaking
    The bonds with my loved were always breaking
    The odds in my favor, yet never staking
    Risks became fear, my legs were quaking
    The chances flowed in, yet never raking
    I became a shut in, god always forsaking
    For I, there is nothing to just no winning
    Trapped and confused, the world just spinning
    Layed alone by the fire, the embers kindling
    Really just hoped that my life was ending
    But now I'm different, Dawning of a day
    The love of my life did say she'd stay
    And even though we're so far away
    She promised she come to me someday
    And nobody cared for me so true
    I feel like I'd do what I'd never do
    Nothing can split this "one" into two
    So right now all I can do is thank you.