• What’s going on here
    I’m lost in myself
    is something wrong with me?
    Am I in bad health?

    Nothings how it used to be
    realities become a dream
    on the outside I look fine
    but on the inside I want to escape, all is not as it seems

    Trapped in my own world
    of ever growing sin
    even if I were to leave
    I wouldn’t know where to begin

    What’s wrong here?
    What have I become?
    Is what was once so taboo
    just my way of having fun?

    Fix my head
    fix my perception
    lead me out of here
    lead me out of deception

    The cure for myself
    is now forever lost
    to far I have gone
    it’s been fun while it lasted…but what was the cost?