• Lost in darkness
    whenever I’m alone
    somewhere in my mind
    together my suicidal thoughts are sewn

    Time by myself
    is what I want least
    what I fear the most
    for I could free my inner beast

    Making me want to take my life
    just to end the pain
    giving into that sweet surrender
    because of you I’m going insane

    You’ve impacted my heart
    you’ve impacted my life
    you’re the reason for my depression
    the reason I think of grabbing the knife

    Why are you so hurtful without saying a word?
    Will your love stop my twisted thoughts?
    Will it save me?
    Or leave me more distraught

    Only time can tell
    I’ll have to wait and see
    but if I can’t get your love
    it will surely be the end of me