• -Voices-

    I'm lost in the dark,

    I don't know what to do.

    He ran from my heart,

    And left me without a clue.

    I faded into the shadows,

    Lost in memories of days past.

    My mind brings me back,

    To what he said to me last.

    "Don't be reckless",

    He said without emotion,

    I kept to those words with utter devotion.

    He faded away,

    Gone forever.

    I faded away,

    Wishing his hold on my heart would sever.

    "Time heals all wounds" he told me,

    I still wish he was here to hold me.

    I see his eyes in the dark,

    I hear his voice in my mind,

    I feel his touch in my dreams,

    But when i awake he's not there with me.

    The light of my life has deserted,

    Leaving me alone in the dark.

    Someday I will find him,

    So he can repair my heart.

    Someday I will lie to him,

    And pretend we were never apart.

    He hurt me,

    But I can never hurt him.

    He left me,

    But I could never leave him.

    His picture is gone,

    His music lost.

    He took all that was good in my world with him,

    And tore it to shreds.

    He says "You'll forget me",

    I say "not even after I die."

    He has changed me, like it or not,

    He never blamed me,

    Even though it was my fault.

    I hear a sad song,

    In the background of my nightmares.

    A beautiful voice hums in my ear,

    As the tears fall down my face.

    I don't know who I am anymore,

    Or who i ever was.

    I am told my name is Isabella Swan,

    And that I lost my love.

    The only name I can think of hurts beyond reason,

    Why is that so?

    Edward Cullen,

    Why does this name reside in my soul,

    In my heart,

    In my mind,

    In my dreams,

    In my nightmares,

    In me.

    I wish I could run away,

    Just like they did.

    Go into the woods and never come back.

    -End-