• You said pills would help
    You said this white power wouldn't smell..
    It just gets so hard..
    To see through blood shot eyes.
    All these blues and reds and whites..
    Fill my head with fright.
    My chest slowly gets tight..
    I will no long fight something i cannot win.
    My head starts to spin.
    Everyone looks at me, like I'm getting too thin.
    The urge over powers me.
    I haven't had a shower in a week.
    My heart will soon be weak
    I feel my high come to a peek.
    Something, Someone Save me..
    I don't want this life.. this high..
    Hours, Days, Months, Years all pass in a haze.
    My life is just like a ******** maze.
    Always lost, and never knowing the right way


    You said these pills would help
    You said this white power wouldn't fail.
    The blues, reds, and whites.. fall from my open hand.
    My head still filling with all this fright.
    My chest..still tight..
    I have lost this fight that i cannot win.
    My head... no longer spinning.
    Now i know i am too thin.
    I no longer feel the urge
    I don't need to take a shower.
    I know i died like a coward.
    This image in my head.. i shall always keep.
    It's too late for Something, someone to save me.
    I will die with this life.. i will die in this forever high.
    no more hours, days, months, or years.
    Now only tears, for my forever trapped a ******** daze.

    I may not know the right way.
    But i found my way, into the arms of you.
    And forever i wish to stay in this blood shot haze.