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the room seems kinda hazy
sweet dripping from my face
the covers of my bed
being tossed from left to right
its another sleepless night
not much different from the others
just the thoughts of days gone bye
haunting every thought thats in my mind
reminding me of a time
when i felt so worthless and denied
a time so long ago
but seems like just yesterday
as soon as i'm asleep
it all becomes fresh inside my mind
i have to bite my lip so i wont scream
and wake my parents
this painful agony
they think i'm fine
and cant remember
that one horrible December
i was 2 and still a child
cradled in my mothers arms
wishing the monster would go away
so my mom would be ok
but things just got worse
left alone for 13 strait hours
till my neighbor would hear me cry
and come take me to her house
till my mother came back home from work.
that was 13 years ago
things are different and not so bad
i have a mom and dad who love
now that i'm in foster care.
no one likes to tell me how i got here
they pretend they cant remember
or say it shouldn't matter
why my mother gave me up
just that she had the heart to give me a life
that would be better for me
and have a life with much potential
not something she could ever give
so she left me on a door step
knocked three times
then left me there.
to this day i wish i could know her
see what she looks like
where she lives
ask her questions only she could answer
and hug her tight with both my arms
i miss her deeply and so much
if only i knew just who she was
i will search until i'm dead
to find the women who gave me life
and cared enough for me
to say good bye
- by myshatteredlittleheart |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 10/18/2008 |
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- Title: foster care
- Artist: myshatteredlittleheart
- Description: this is not a real story but something i know happens to the may kids who end up in foster care or those adopted .i must warn you it is sad but the bitter story that poped into my head ,it even makes me want to cry.in a sense it is a story but written in poem form
- Date: 10/18/2008
- Tags: foster care
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Comments (5 Comments)
- XxThe-Nightmare-of-LovexX - 12/09/2008
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its really good really really good i like it lot biggrin very touching
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- XxThe-Nightmare-of-LovexX - 12/09/2008
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its really good really really good i like it lot biggrin very touching
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- XxThe-Nightmare-of-LovexX - 12/09/2008
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its really good really really good i like it lot biggrin very touching
5/5 for its soul - Report As Spam
- iiWaCKyO_o - 11/02/2008
- ooo....i like it....it is longgggg.....lol...ima give it a 5/5
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- jester_sci - 10/19/2008
- nice work, the emotion was there, the plot, and it's well written. over all? great job
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