• A VICIOUS CYCLE
    Oh, how I wish, every day, to forget you.
    I pray to my gods every night, bid them erase you completely from my heart and soul and mind.
    Yet every dawn I wake to kneel at your feet yet again.
    How I wish and hope to forget the sight of your face, transformed into a glowing deity in your love for me.
    How I wish and hope and dream to erase the heady seductive scent of our love from my dreams.
    How I dream and pray to blur the sound of your voice, cooing constant lies of love everyday.
    If only my heart would stop tormenting with constant reminders of how you, the one who promised never to hurt me,
    Deserted me in my time of need.
    You ,who promised to be different, the one who bled me dry, the one who will not leave me alone.
    You. The lying love of my life.
    You gave me a taste of heaven, then ripped it away in one heartless blow.
    Now, I cannot even give my tattered heart to another, for fear that it should disappear completely.
    I was betrayed and shocked, I withered in these feelings until the day I saw the light.
    I took these feelings and compressed and corrupted them, turned them into a great furnace in my soul.
    I threw into it my feelings of love for you, blackened them, hammered them, altered them.
    They rose anew, as clear as diamond. This feeling lies in the center of me now.
    It ismy banner and goal. Yes! Where there was once love for you, there is now only HATRED."